it hurts to know that i’ve only caused you pain disappointment is a word i know too well rejection, often clouds my mind i’ve failed you many times i don’t hate my life sometimes i just hate me mistakes that i’ve made please don’t reject me i strive for self-improvement i learn from my mistakes i long for your acceptance refuse rejection
can you hear me now? I’m crying out so loud there’s weight on my back thats bound to crush me I’m shattered glass and you’re the rock that was thrown you’re the match that lit the fire that burned every place that I called home now I’m a wanderer with no home to run to nothing I call mine if you call what I’m doing, living I’ll say that that’s a stretch I’ll say it’s more like passing time so can you hear me? I’m calling your name I wish you were here can you hear me? I can’t yell any louder I miss you being mine I miss you by my side cause you were the light kept away the clouds but now there’s no sun yeah, it rains all the time now yeah, you were the light you were the one and now there’s no sun
and while i’ve been alone I’ve had some time for introspection a long night seeking, focused on myself reflection honestly, I don’t think that I’ve ever felt this hopeless a constant reminder of all that I miss.